I have spoken before about my plant teacher doña María Luisa Tuesta Flores. She was born in September 1940, in the town of Lamas in the province of San Martín, and she died, the victim of sorcery, in July 2006. She had begun her healing career as an oracionista, a prayer healer, and, even after she became an ayahuasquera, her icaros, magic songs, remained inflected with the rhythms and melodies of prayers.

Her youth was filled with dreams and visions of angels and the Virgin Mary. She delighted in working with children; when she retrieved the soul of a child, lost through susto or manchari, sudden fright, the soul would appear to her as an angel. When she was seven years old, she had her first dream of Hermana Virgen, sister virgin, who began to teach her how to heal with plants. From that time on, she frequently had dreams in which either the Virgin Mary or an angel appeared to her. The Virgin would appear as a young and very beautiful woman, show her the healing plants, and teach her the plants to cure specific diseases. The angel would appear and tell her where in the area there was a child who was sick and needed her help. She then went to the house of the child and told the family what plant would cure the illness and how to prepare it.

She did not drink ayahuasca until she was twenty-five, when, injured in a magical attack by a vengeful sorcerer, she apprenticed herself to don Roberto Acho Jurema, already at that time a well-known healer, my own maestro ayahuasquero. Unlike many ayahuasqueros, doña María did not herself perform regular Tuesday and Friday ceremonies, although she would from time to time work together with don Roberto. Even as an ayahuasquera, she would go — as she always had — wherever her healing powers were needed.

Doña María often shook her head in dismay at my questions, my blockheaded inability to absorb the immense plant knowledge she offered to me. What I needed to learn I would learn, over time, from the plants themselves, she said; the way for me to learn was to “continue on, and all will be shown to you.” This was typical doña María. When I would say I couldn’t learn any more, she would scold me. Study, study, study, she would tell me. Follow, follow, follow.

Doña María was not a simple person, and certainly not a saint. She was genuinely warm, giving of her knowledge, impatient, dramatizing, complaining, generous, fussy, proud, unassuming, earthy, demanding, motherly. She lived as a healer in the disorderly landscape of the soul.

I feel blessed to have known her, even for such a short time. Here are two of her icaros, her healing songs.

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11 Responses to “Two Songs of My Teacher”

  1. Miroslav Horak says:

    Listening to the first healing song I recognize one icaro of Sr. Jacques Mabit from the Takiwasi Centre. His song is a little bit slower but same in the melody and positive appearence. Love it!

  2. Steve Beyer says:

    Miroslov, thank you for your comment. I wrote a little bit about Jacques Mabit and his work here. Your comment also prompted me to visit your blog and its announcement of the International Conference on Traditional Medicines, Interculturality and Mental Health to be held in Tarapoto from June 7 to 10, 2009. I will be sure to mention the conference in a future blog post.

    I am glad you are enjoying the blog. Please feel free to wander around, leave comments, and subscribe if you wish. I am very happy to make your acquaintance.

  3. QUANTUMLIFE says:

    Hi Steve,

    Thanks for your continuing elucidation of the paradoxical nature of the art of Curanderismo. The notion of Curanderos and Curanderas as “enlightened” beings persists in Western minds, and leads to much disappointment and the projections which inevitably arise when pedestals are dismantled.

    I am currently producing a documentary for Australian ABC Radio National on Icaros, and would like some more source material from women. Do you own the copyright [ludicrous notion I realise, but such are the ways of corporate media] for those recordings, and would you be interested in sharing them if so?

  4. Steve Beyer says:

    QuantumLife, send me a comment with your email address. I will not publish the comment, but I will know how to get in touch with you.

    I really appreciate your comment about the inevitable disappointment that follows idealizing shamanic practitioners — confusing spirit with soul.

  5. Amanda E. says:

    Interesting that you would note sorcery, wondering though as naive traveller, how would i know the difference, for doing a ceremony w/ Ayahuasca. Like what if it ends up being with one of those vengeful types you speak of? I have also experienced in a trusting circle seeing mother Mary. I saw glimpses of the saint with a royal blue cape that had stars.

  6. Lubo Nenov says:

    my all time favourite from Dona Maria L. T. Flores is medicina medicina ….. esta noche esta nocheee, i love this icaro even my wife and my son sing it ! I am still shocked about the fact that she fell victim of evil sorcery, as I read your article some time ago I asked myself, how could this possibly be, why did nothing protect her, where was her master and so on and so on. Such a pity , but then I believe now she resides in one of the heavens may be trying to help from there in another way!

  7. Cheveyo says:

    Hey my brothers and sisters,
    I was wondering if the icaro’s of these two great shamans are somewhere for sale in a higher quality? I just love to learn more about Dona Maria’s icaro’s.

  8. Filippa Freed says:

    How wonderful to again hear Don Robertos voice and his icaros still go straight into my body. And how wonderful also to realize he continues to sing Dona Marias icaros in ceremony still, one of the more intense during my first ceremony. I will be sure to get a copy of your book, it will take me back to the jungle and to Spirit Quest. I am working with plants now here in Sweden, slowly learning and listening! May many read and learn from this!

  9. Filippa Freed says:

    Also, would you say the icaros differ much between shamans? If they come from the plant, are they similar or even the same for all? Or does the relationship between shaman and plant determine the variation of the icaro? A personal touch? Ayahuasca singing the same song to all? I find this all fascinating!

  10. Tim Eriksson says:

    Hi Steve. when i first heard these songs of your teachers it brought tears of joy and sadness.The instant i heard these songs i got the feeling that Mother Godess is talking through your teachers. Things dont look to bad about the future ey ;) Best regards a young swede who seeks the knowledge of the plants

  11. Bear says:

    I found these medicine songs on the blog several years ago. I’ve always enjoyed coming back and listening to them. I just wanted to say thank you for sharing.

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